Attractive love

I told you guys that that yesterday was a no go for blogging. I spend half of my day driving and going to school and when I got home I went to an amazing party with amazing people. So today is the day after amd I'm pretty tired but still awake (partly atleast). Butyeah lets do this.
Day 12
A picture of something you love
Five guys whom you find attractive
I love puppys, nice music, partys, new clothes, being happy, snowboarden, horseback riding and so on! I'll go with snowboarding because I already posted a picture of me and Gini. Snowboarding has been a very big party of my life the last few years and I absolutely love it.

This is a picture of my sisters dad and me on last years Skitrip to Austria which was amazing with great weather and amazing snow. Hopefully next year will be just as good!Five guys whom I find attractive. Lets see.... Number one is John O'Callaghan, two is Louis Tomlinson. Number tree is Liam Payne, four Josh Lawrence and number five is Gustav Wood! Hihi lots of singers and one actor! How amazing hahahaha.
Day 13
A picture of your favourite band
Your opinion on your body and how comfortable you are with it
 My absolute alltime favourite band is not just one band there are two bands I absolutely LOVE! The first band is Air Traffic. I first saw them when I was 14 and went to my first festival with my dad and they were the the first band preforming and I'll never forget the sight of the singer woobling behind his piano. It was the most amazing show I've ever seen and my dad took me to a real gig, the one and only one in Holland. Nowadays they're done but I still listen to their music. The second band is Young Guns. They played together with All Time Low last year in Amsterdam and I was hooked after the first 3 notes. Bought their albums and I listen to them 24/7!

The first picture is Air Traffic and the second one is Young Guns!!
My opinion on my body isn't that interresting because I sometimes hate my body but who doesn't? There is not one part of my body I actually like... So that's my happy face hahaha. I'm not comfortable with my body but I think that it's better just to try and be happy with it because I'll be stuck with my body for the rest of my life! Happy happy joy joy.
Hihi but yeah I had amazing time this weekend with Sanne, Nino and my friends! Amazing amazing amazing night <3 Well that'll be it for tonight!

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Dinner and downgrading

Normally you write every day with a 30 day challenge. I suppose that my school is just NOT keen on the idea that I'm actually improving my english and my writing skills because they hooked me up yesterday. The day before I was just hooked to a dinnerparty at our place so that we, my roommate and me, were running around the house like chickens without heads, in Holland you're allowed to say it that way, and prepairing a meal for four. It was really nice though but yeah we ended up with a mountain of dishes to do and both woke up so fucking tired. Anyhow lets make it up with the 6 challenges of today.
Day 09
A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
How important you think education is
The person who has gotten me through the most is my best best best best best friend EVER! Which is Sanne. On one of my previous blogs I was talking about how awesome she is (there's this huge truck in our street making one HELL of a lot of noise....) and that she's the best a girl could wish for. I've know her since I was 15, I'm bloody old nowadays, and she's been my best friend eversince.

This is her drinking Bacardirazz-Whickey! I love you bby <3
I think education is very fucking important. It's so important that I actually have to cut this thing off for a least 10 hours because I've got to go to school. Soyeah I'll finish this blog when I get back from school...
Spend my whole day at school so now I'm kind off tired, though education is very important so I don't mind it that much.
Day 10
A picture of the person you did the most fucked up things with
Put your music player un shuffle and write the first ten songs that play
The person I did the most fucked up thing with is a friend of mine Vera. We both like to mess around every now and than so sometimes we'd be this big ball of energie just waiting to explode! This is a picture of us in Spain last summer. We were just fooling around with this huge Lollypop!

My iTunes on shuffle... I'm not sure if I want that! Hahaha but yeah here we go:
1. Asking Alexandria - I was once, Possibly, Maybe, Perhaps a Cowbow king
2. Hollywood Undead - N0 5
3. The Academy Is... - Bulls in Brooklyn
4. Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
5. Mallory Knox - Oceans
6. The Prodigy - No Good
7. The Maine - Sorry
8. Cauterize - Why This Last Dance
9. Young Guns - Towers
10. Jason Mraz - Won't Give Up
Well thank god iTunes had a good day today! Because I've got probably the most weirdass combination of artist. I bet if someone would actually scroll through my iTunes they'd think I'm a schizo or something hahaha.
Day 11
A picture of something you hate
Your Family
What I hate... I absolutely hate spinach, animal cruelty, liars and spiders.. If I had to choose one of these things, I'd say I hate spiders most... Damn those freaky things scare the hell out of me. But a hero as I am I'm waaaaaaay to affraid of spiders to put a picture of it on internet so I'll go with the spinach. I only like it when my roommate makes pasta with it!

Ieh, it looks like grass on a plate!!
My family means my mom, dad and three little sisters. They are 13, 15 and 17 and are called Evelyn, Emma and Julia. Starting with my mom, who's the strongest, most intellegent, amazing person in the world. She always makes me laugh and sometimes when I'm stuck in my head (AGAIN) she always just tries to make the best of it for me. She always supports me and is always there when I need her to be there for me. My dad is absolutely crazy, sometimes we argue a lot, sometimes it's so much fun. He tries really hard to be a 'cool' dad but he actually makes my sisters mad by trying to be so. But I still think I've got a nice dad, every now and than I could scream at him but maybe that's because we're a little bit alike so. My youngest sister is a very shy quiet one, she loves our horses and wants to be a vet to when she grows up. She's very clever just needs a kick in the butt sometimes. Emma is a little drama queen, things need to go her way, makeup and Justin Bieber are amazingly important in her life and she wants to be head of a big magazine when she grows up. Sometimes she's a pain in the ass but she can be really sweet and always wants to help you out with cooking, doing makeup and so on. Last but not least is my eldest sister Julia. Normally we get along pretty well, sometimes she wants to have my friends as her friends a little bit to much but most of the time we get along fine. She's a shy person, looks nothing like me, loves to play the bass and goes to America next year for a highschool year. She likes to party, just like her sister haha, and sometimes comes home AFTER me.... My family is a very big part of my life and I'm happy to have them <3
Well this is all for today. I'm not sure if I'll have time to write tomorrow since I've got so much stuff to do and I'm going away to this AMAZING party with my Sanne, Laura, Jeroen (Sanne's little brother and a friend of mine) and Nino (amazing guy from the other side of the country who likes to party! haha).
Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Lift your head up high

Wehhh I totally forgot to write my blog yesterday! So today I'll actually have to do like... 4 challenges?! Ohmy hahaha lets start right away!!
Day 07 (which was yesterday... hihi woops)
A picture of your most treasured item
Five pet peeves
My most treasured item is prob my teddybear Joost. He's 3 years old, I got him for my 16th birthday from my grandma! ;D I was so happy because I had like this dolfin who's like 17 years old nowadays completely flat because I used it as a pillow for years and years. Without Joost I can't sleep and he's my unreal boyfriend because he always listens and is just amazing!

This is Joost, sitting on the backseat of the car while we were waiting for Maaike so that we could go back to Holland! Isn't he the cutest bear you've ever seen?!!!!
Five pet peeves... What the fuck are peeves? Aha according to Wikipedia a Pet Peeves is:  is a minor annoyance that an individual identifies as particularly annoying to him or her, to a greater degree than others may find it.
Well lets see. My sister's cries for attention are fucking annoying, we know you exsist but you don't always have to get your way... This one guy who always talks about sex, it annoys me because he can't talk about anything else. Euhm my own insecurity annoys me till death. This friend of mine who uses a lot of drugs which I find annoying because he always tells me their bad STFU I know so stop using them yourself! Which gets me to the fifth pet peeve which is the normal I don't know but I don't know why I don't know though I know I don't know... Get it?!
Alright lets move on to todays challenge!!
Day 08
A picture that makes you laugh
What you ate today
A picture that makes me laugh will be a picture of the CUTEST ANIMAL IN THE WORLD! Which is this cute little pig who's covered in paint and it's sooooo cute! I guess they want me to share a picture of me doing embarrassing things but I only remember embarrassing things I don't take pictures of it...

LOOK AT IT'S CUTENESS!!! Omfg I'm slobbering hahahahaha! It's so cute and it makes me smile everytime I see it! ;D Hihi so cute!<3
What I ate today... Euhm I started with 2 slices of bread, one with chocopasta and one with cheese and meat.. Euhm together with a cracker with pate. For lunch I had two slices of bread with salomonsalad and another cracker with liverwurst. Sounds disgusting when I say it out loud but it's really nice! For dinner I had chopped steak with broccoli and baked potatoes and ketchup! Nomnomnom, for desert I had yogurt with muesli and sugar. And now it's time for the dishes! ;D
Hope you've enjoyed reading this and tomorrow will be day 09!! ;D

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Redecorated and Renewed.

Well this is a good way to start my saturdaynight. I've just walked the dog around for almost an hour which in my opion is very long and he enjoyed it and is still bouncing around like crazy. Today was a really great day though I haven't done that much.. Haha I'm such a lazy basterd sometimes! Went shopping with my sister, ate, did some homework and walked the dog and made dinner. What a fantastic way to waste your saturday. Right now I'm trying to get used to the new blogger-layout which I think is really nice and clarifying. I'm curious about what the next challenge is so here it comes!!
Day 06
A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Your view on mainstream music
A person I'd love to trade places with for a day would be Demi Lovato. I think she has got one hell of a voice and in my eyes she's a very strong person, the kindoff person I want to be. She has got an amazing voice, very nice tattoo's and one hell of a life! Sure thing that I don't want to have the live she's living everyday because that would be way to heavy for me but I admirer her strength and confidence.

This is Demi at the 2012 Peoples Choice Awards and I think she looks absolutely stunning. An amazing woman.
My view on mainstream music kindoff bounces around between I do and I don't. I think that mainstream music is what everybody wants to hear every now and than. Normally I don't listen to it unless it's the radio on a sunday morning at work because than I do listen and I do sing along. Some mainstream music I do like and I do play every now and than and I do have a lot of mainstream music on my Ipod just because sometimes I like to listen to it. There are some horrible numbers, mostly from my home country so that sucks! Hahaha but I think that if you do like mainstream music you shouldn't be ashamed of it or something you should just listen to whatever it is YOU like and don't let the people around you deside. Music is something I really do need in my life, listen to it 24/7. At the moment I love the cd's 'All our kings are dead' and 'Bones' by Young Guns, which is a 'punk/pop/ish' band from The United Kingdom. I fell in love with the sounds and numbers and I'm in love with the singer's voice!
It's allmost 11 so I'm going to sleep now hope you've enjoyed yourself!

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Friday foods

Well hi there person on the other side of the computer staring at a screen with zero's and ones translated into words. Every day I'm all confused about what to write and even though I'm not sure if there's anyone on the other side reading this I just enjoy putting time in writing stuff. Sounds a bit geeky but I don't care! ;D Well lets get down to business, the 30 day challenge!

Day 05

A picture of your favourite memory
Things you want to say to an ex

I've got like almost all my memory's on photo so it was really hard thinking of my favourite memory but I choose the one of my first dressage contest on my own horse. She's a 15 year old KWPN-er, her official name is Portella's Hoeve Pirginia and her grandpa is the wonderfull stallion Amor. She's the most amazing horse I know and I love her with my whole heart. Unfortunately I can't ride her anymore, nowadays she is in the company of a lot of Shetlanders grazing in a big meadow.

Things I want to say to an ex weren't that hard. Haha I haven't got that much to say since I tend to tell them everything when we break up. What I sometimes do want to say is that I'm not perfect, never want to be perfect but he should have stopped saying that I'm fat and ugly because it made me feel unwanted. He should have stopped saying I don't know, but I don't know why I don't know I just know that I don't know.... Yeah right boy there must be some reason WHY you don't know?! I can still get mad because of that... Fucking boys hahahah! Well that's about it.. Got nothing more to say to my ex.. He's a jerk and I'm over it!
Well for now I hope you enjoy you weekend and don't forget to check my blog tomorrow because day 06 will be posted!

Takecare,

Rawrpinguin

Update

DAMN! My roommate just put Malibu in my limonade so now I´m getting drunk and she´s drinking normal limonade!! So not fair!

Day 04

A picture of your night
Bullet your whole day

My night was on Subway XL which was one hell of a party! I was pretty wasted and with my best friend and her boyfriend and a friend of his! It was also the night before my birthday so they were singing me happy birthday at 00.00! Which was amazing! ;D This is a picture of us before we went to Subway XL (dubstep/d'nb party!)

Bullet my whole day... Guessing that means that I have to like pinpoint what I did today in words rather then whole sentences. So here it is:

Awake - shower - makeup - clothes - breakfast - college - lunch - college - walking the doggies - home - appointment - dinner at Boudewijn - home - SLEEP!!!!!
Well I've got to go actually soooo I'm really sorry this is a very fucking short update! ;p Hihi

Takecare,

Rawrpinguin

Cast a book

As you may have guessed today is day three of the 30 day challenge. Can't just skip a day even though I almost forgot to write down today's challenge.

Day 03

A picture of the cast from your favorite show
A book you love

I've got to be honest about the first one... I don't have one show that I really really like. Mostly I just watch CSI, NCSI, The Closer, Castle, The Mentalist, Nikita and those kinds of shows though I must admit that I've been addicted to The Vampire Diaries and Pretty Little Liars. My roommate told me I should watch 24 but my computer doesn't want to play it so I guess I'll have to watch in on my tv when I've got the time to do so!

Anyway, I chose to place a photo of The Vampire Diaries because I couldn't find a proper photo of the Nikita cast!

A book I absolutely love is 'Een schitterend gebrek' by the Dutch writer Arthur Japin. The title means a wonderfull failure. The book's about one of Casanova's girls who tells her own story about what happened. The way Japin tells the story made me actually feel the way she felt. I think it's one of the best books ever written!
So well that's it I guess. Not much of a wonderfull piece today but I'm a bit confused and busy with stuff! Hope tomorrow will bring me some more writingskills.

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

My very best friend

Today is a fucked up rainy day in Belgium. Looks like the sky is coming down or something. Thankfully it didn't rain on my way to school and on my way back home. Otherwise I'd be cold and wet and grumpy right now.
Well in stead of talking about the shitty weather, it's April and spring where the FUCK is the sun?!!!!!!!, let's start with the second challenge.

Day 02

A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Something you feel strongly about

The person I've been closest with the longest is my best friend Sanne. She's the most amazing girl I know and is always there for me when I need her. She always makes me smile and be happy and whenever there's something wrong she always tells me which makes me feel special. I really wish for everyone to have their own Sanne because it's amazing having a friend that you can call or email or facebook or whatsapp every second of every day knowing that she'll read and reply!

Something I feel strongly about right now is honesty. I noticed that more and more people around me are trying to make things a little brighter then they really are. Guys always say I don't know but maybe perhaps eventually in a little while something like that.... My roommate thought it was time for me to forget about maybe and not fall for anything but yes or no. So please be honest and true and just say whatever it is you want to say and stop running around with your head stuck in your asshole.. (guys!) hihi Girls should be a little more honest about everything to. In stead of yeah sure just say what you think not what you think I want to hear because all I want to hear is the truth!
So that was the challenge for today! Hope you're having a great day and a sunnier one than I'm having right now... Menn this weather sucks balls! Well I'm going to enjoy a nice cup of soup and my lovely homework and I sure as hell hope you've got something better to do!

Takecare,

Rawrpinguin

Challenge

So I've decided that I'd do a 30 day challenge but a different one. I found these two challenges and thought it would be nice to combined them into one. So every day I'll do the both assignments from both challenges. I hope you like it and enjoy these upcoming 30 days!
Day01
A picture of yourself with ten facts
Five ways to win your heart

• 19 years old
• From Groningen, Holland
• Lives and studies in Gent, Belgium
• Horsebackriding and yoga
• Has got a weird sence of humor
• Got 4 sisters who live with my parents in Zoetermeer, Holland
• Listens to music 24/7
• Has got a pet named Bailey, she's an hamster
• Has got 3 horses, Frija (22 years), Gini (15 years) and Wondertje (almost 5)
• Best friend ever is Sanne

1. Make me laugh
2. Be honest, I absolutely hate people who lie
3. Try and be different in your own way and not because I say so
4. Take me to a place you think is special
5. Talk a lot about you but don't forget to ask questions about me!

Sooo that was my 30 day challenge for today. I hope you've gained a lot of information and a lot of pain in your abbs because you laughed so hard hahaha. Tomorrow my second day, pretty curious about what I need to do tomorrow! ;D

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

You're awesome

You're the person that makes me laugh late at night because of your weird sentences and weird opinion on the world. We laugh and cry ever now and than and say everything that is on our mind to eachother. It only takes you 1 minute and 10 seconds to text me back and when I don't text back you tend to text me again so that I will text eventually. You never make fun of me no mather how stupid I am or how stupid I sounds and whenever I need someone to just talk to you you're always there. You're actually really sweet, funny, lovely and always talking a lot about everything you're thinking.
Dance dance to the music of your heart. It's weird though because you're the little brother I've always seen as the little brother so that makes it a little complicated. Untill last night when your sister told me that she thought it would be really awesome if we would date. So, wanna hang out?
I'm not really good at this as you may see, I haven't asked him out, yet?, so maybe you're not the most wonderfull flirt and you're a pretty shy person without the guts to tell a guy you like him? Don't worry too much, you're awesome even when you're shy and not able to tell him everything!

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin