Sunshine city

It's amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing weather. Although right now I'm in the study because it's about 30.5 Celsius. My sister is watching Made and I'm kindoff watching with her and trying to write this blog and studying.
My semesterexams start next week so I'll be doing a lot of studying and a little less blogging and being on internet. I'll be online after my first exam to share everything with you guys.
Our nannydog is still crying over my sisters leaving a few seconds ago, he's such a morron hahaha. But such a cute little dog. I'll post a picture of us a few weeks ago! ;D

He was trying to hypnotise me or something. Isn't he the cutest thing ever?! Right now he's wearing a little thingy around his nek, orange saying Holland hahaha.
Well I guess I need to get back to the study and tonight we'll be eating my sisters famous paella. Tomorrow is my date with my lovely boyfriend and a good friend of mine. We'll be seeing The Avengers and we're all super excited to see it. The rest of the weekend I'll be studying studying studying to pass this semesters exams.

Have a good and sunny day,
Rawrpinguin

Picture Unperfect

Because the 30day photochallenge actually has got a 31st day I thought I'd share it with all of you!
Day 31
A picture of you
I know you've been waiting for this these 30 days, no just kidding! I'm superstoked for tonight and tomorrow's festival soooo here you go:

Hope you all enjoyed this little challenge I had and I will be posting new things very soon!

Love,
Rawrpinguin

Last but not least.

Ít's already the last day of the 30days challenge. I had a blast doing this and trying to write everyday. Not only did I get a climpse of what people who write on a daily basis need to do but I also learned a lot about myself. I hope you'll like the last challenge and I had a great time sharing all of this with you guys!
Day 30
A picture of someone you miss
One thing you're excited for
Someone I miss is my grandpa. He died when I was 6 years old but I remember him as one of the worlds most amazing grandpa's. He was this big, nice, amazing man. He sailed the seas with this bigass freighter with scheep and cows and stuff on it. My mom once told me that my granddad sailed to England with camels on board whom he had picked up in some Middle-East country. This is the only normal picture I got from my granddad, the rest of them is back in Holland at my parents.

It's not a great picture though I know but it's something. I still miss him.
One thing I'm excited for is tomorrow's festival. Jera on air, where I'll be volunteering, will be an amazing festival. Too bad though I can't see Young Guns because I'll have to work the bar outside of the tent. I was sooo sicked to see them, butyeah too bad.. Hopefully I'll see them next time they will be in the Netherlands. I'll be doing a post on the festival later this week and hopefully there will be some nice pictures to go with it! I'll keep you updated on that!!

Have a nice day/night,
Rawrpinguin

Smiling about weird stuff

While my hamster is yet again attacking every single piece of shit that is standing on my desk I'll start the second last blog on the challenges. I've been thinking about what to do after these challenges end and came to the conclusion that I've got no idea about what to do. So I'll just keep blogging about my life and stuff and maybe do another challenge. If you have an idea you'd like to share or think it'd be nice if I'd do that just subscribe!
Day 29
A picture that can always make you smile
Five weird things that you like
A picture that always makes me smile is this picture I found on internet. It's a little pig covered in paint, it's really really cute and I smile whenever I see it because of it's cuteness!

Look at it! So cute!!!!
Bailey is terrorizing my desk and throwing all these papers and stuff on the ground. Stupid geek I love her though! She's currently trying to jump on my lap just walking from left to right on my desk trying to find the perfect jumping spot.
Five weird things that I like.
1. I like milk in my tea.. Actually I love milk in my tea.
2. I like stupid Top 40 music when the sun is shining.
3. I like working on a sunday morning because I really love my work
4. I like both cheese and meat on my bread, not cheese only or meat only
5. I like stupid romantic actions which make me laugh untill I cry
Well isn't that awesome! I like a lot more weird things. my hamster is sitting in front of my laptop watching me typ things, it's really adorable. I think we've got the cutest hamster in the world. I'll post a picture of her because she's the most amazing thingy in the world and she always makes me laugh (unless she's peeing on my desk again ofcourse!).

Well that's it for this second last day. I'll be here tomorrow to do the final challenges and for now I'll just try finishing homework and making sure Bailey doesn't pee.

Have a good one,
Rawrpinguin

Counting down the days

As you all might have noticed I´ve been offline for the past 2!!! days and today so that makes 3 days and 6 challenges! Had an amazing weekend. Spend the night at my bf on friday after a meeting about Jera On Air. Saturday I had to be at Jera around 8 in the morning and we started building up the festival. I had to put up the fences, help with the tents and stuff so now I´ve got pain everywhere from the heavy workout hahaha. So now I´m officially no longer single YAAY! It'll even be facebook-official so that makes it really really official. Hihi on to the next challenge.
Day 26
A picture of something that means a lot to you
Things you like and dislike about yourself
Something that means a lot to me is my familie. So I'll put a picture in here off our last holiday in Spain. My aunt, uncle and their children were there too so that's why it's such crowded picture. From left to right it's: Lars, Jesper, Berit, Aunt Annemarie, Me, Vera (friend of mine), Uncle Huub, Julia, Dad, Evelyn and sitting in front: Forgot-His-Name, Mees, Mom and Emma.

Things I like about me are my piercings, my hands, my hair and the colour of my eyes oh and maybe parts of my personality, all the other things I either dislike or don't have an opinion about.
Day 27
A picture of yourself and a family member
A quote you try to live by
On of the most recent picture of me and one familymember is a picture of me and my younger sister. She's 17 years old and called Julia. We were on our way to The Maine's concert in Amsterdam. It was so bloody cold that the canals froze over and so we thought how about a little iceskating without skates on the famous Amsterdamcanals. Pretty he?

A quote I try to live by... I don't really have a quote I try to live by but there are a few quote's (mainly written by me) I posted on facebook.
1. Life's a rollercoaster, you just try to stay seated at all times with one eye closed because you're a little scared about what might happen.
2. Try making me a doll, it'll be easier making gold out of silver.
Day 28 (two days left damn!)
A picture of something you're afraid of
Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit.
I'm afraid of spiders, as you all know... This fear is sooooo big that I'm not posting a picture of a spider just because I'm so scared.. I'm scared of hights... I'll really shit my pants if I'm standing on a wall that's only 1m high... So here you go:

Damnit now I need to change my diaper, be right back! Hihi
I'd love to move to London or New York for work. Even though I'd love that I'm really happy with living in Gent so. I'd love to visit LA, New Orleans, San Francisco, Las Vegas and so on and ofcourse lots of other places and countries! Well for now I'm off to bed!

Goodnight,
Rawrpinguin

Todays worries

Haha my computer just totally freaked out because of something I guess? Really weird I was just trying to download a little programe so that I can actually put my photo's from my phone to my computer. But now my virusscanner is completely freaking out so I'll ask my mom tomorrow about this. Anyhow it's really weird weather here in Belgium right now because it has been raining all day long and it's bloody hot.. So the crisis of what to wear today is complete since rain means long sleeves and jeans and 77 Fahrenheit means hotpants and top sooo that's kindoff confusing. Furthermore I've had an amazingly nice night though I'm still pretty tired so some weird reason and sooooo stoked for tomorrow! I'll be volunteering at this festival called Jera On Air next week and I really can't WAIT!! Tomorrow is the first crewnight and on saturday I'll be helping out with the first day of building up the stages and stuff. Yaay but that's not what I'm writing about today... well even though I just did hahaha!
Day 25 (Can't believe there are only 5 more days left!)
A picture of your day
Something you're currently worrying about
A picture of my day? Well oke, uhm I haven't got a proper picture of my day I think since I've been in college the whole day and I've been outsite of about an hour and behind my desk for the rest of the time... So what do you want to see? I'll make a picture of my desk since that represents the best part I guess because my schooldesk looked much alike with all the papers and pencils and stuff running everywhere.

Made with Instagram (rpinguin I think!). Oeeeh dinner is almost ready, my roommate is one of the best cooks I know! NOMNOMNOM! And she's watching Harry Potter 3? agaaaaaaaaaaaaain!
Something I'm currently worrying about is, as you all might know, weither or not I'll pass my exams properly so that nextyear I'll be in my second year instead of doing the first year again... I really really hope I'll pass all examens so that in august I'll only have to do the first four I didn't pass.. That's what I'm worried about mostly these days, actually everyday because I'm so worry that I'm not taking enough time in studying every single little detail. It'll be alright though I'm doing the best I can! Hopefully I'll have time tomorrow to do day number 26 otherwise ít'll be saturday!

Rawrpinguin

Layout!

Sooo I just finished my new layout. I got bored with my old one with Christopher Drew. Right now it's LIGHTS! I think she's a handsome woman and she's got an amazing voice.
Let me know what you think about it and tomorrow will be the next challenge so make sure you log in somewhere tomorrow to see if it's already online!
Rawrpinguin

Changeling missed

Has been two days since I've written on the blog. Been pretty busy with studying and we ate at Sacha's yesterday. The weather was horrible when we cycled back home. Well lets start with the challenges which will be four for today. It's funny how things change though one month ago I wouldn't even think about being in this situation right now.
Day 23
A picture of your favourite book
Something that you miss
My favourite book has already been in one of these challenges soo I'll post a picture of the Hunger Games book because I think that's a good book too. I still want to read the twilight saga. Here are all the books of the Hunger Games trilogy.

Something I miss... Right now I'm not missing anything right now. Perhaps I miss having my friends around but I have made friends here so I actually enjoy being in Belgium. What I do miss sometimes is my horse Gini who stands in Holland on the countryside. Well that wasn't very spectacular was it? hihi
Day 24
A picture of something you wish you could change
Five word-phrases that make you laugh
Something I wish I could change... Hmm let me think. There's a lot of things I wish I could change but if I had to choose something which I actually have a picture of.. I have absolutely no idea. If I could change one thing though it would be this moment. It's a picture of me and my ex-boyfriend kissing.. It was actually our first kiss and my best friends at the time made a picture of it. If I could change anything it would be that moment. It has changed me for the rest of my life being in a relationship with him. So for the girls who read this, never settle with a guy you know is trying to break you so that you can be everything he wants and everything you're not.

Five word-phrases that make me laugh. Hahahaha I can't think of any word-phrases in English hahahaha. I'll make it five English words that make me laugh.
1. Tissuebox
2. Noob
3. Fire extinguisher
4. Snogging
5. Idiotic
Sounds a bit random but I really can't think of anything I find funny. Because it depends on the person saying it or the contast is has been said in. hihi

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Untitled

Third time rewriting the beginning of this blog. I guess that today my mood isn't really into the writing side of my life but more into the god-i-hate-today-mood so I'm going to skip the intro and move on to the challenges.
Day 22
A picture of something you wish you were better at
Your academics
I wish to be better in, playing the guitar! I've played for about four years and stopped because I had no time for it left. Nowadays I wish I kept on going so that I would be pretty good at it by now. Unfortunatly that's not the case so here's a picture of me when I was about 15 years old playing the guitar.

My academics will be in dutch because I'm from Holland obviously. I changed when I was in basisschool (age 4 till 12) at the age of 10 because they bullied me throughout the first 6 years of school. After that I finished at an other school. I went to Alfrink College at the age of 12 untill the age of 18, which is something like highschool. Was a great time but hard too. I finished that last year gratuating for my VWO, which almost the highest it gets in Holland. Right now I'm studying to become a veterinarian. Studying in Gent, Belgium right now and hopefully be done in six years.
Well now you know this and I'll see you all tomorrow!

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

ps. I know it's a real short update but I need to get back to my homework hihi!

Forgotten future

Mennnnnnnnnnn I'm tired. Woke up early this sundaymorning, just like every sundaymorning, and had to work. After that I went horsebackriding with my mom, last time went amazing only today Frija was scared of everything. She saw things and heard things and scared the crap out of me. But still it was a really nice ride and amazing weather and we had a lot of fun. After that I had lunch with my sister, took a shower and packed my bags again for Gent. Now I'm trying to concentrate on school which is clearly impossible.
Day 21
A picture of something you wish you could forget
How you hope your future will look like
Something I wish I could forget is the day my horse kicked me in my face. Obviously I tried to make the scar as invisible as I can but since I refuse to wear foundation and all that shit it's still there watching me. Most of the people don't see it untill I say I have a scar on my face. Normally I wear my hair in front of it because although most of the people can't see it I just know it's there.

The first one is my scar. I've noticed that I was a real winner in making sure that no on would see it. The second one is me making sure no one could see my scar. It goes from my nose right next to my eyebrow up till halfway through my forehead. I haven't got a picture of the cut when it was really recent because it looked awefull al red and bloody with stitches and stuff. Soyeah hell am I proud of it, NOT!
My future will hopefully just be great. I really hope to be a vet in six years, finish University, working and living on my own or with a husband or something. Maybe I'll just get myself a dog I don't need a man! I hope to have a dog (from a shelter) and an Iceland pony (their sooo nice!) and still be best friends with Sanne, still having 3 amazing sisters and both my parents. That's it I guess, I just want to be happy in my future! ;D
That's it for today, I'll be joining everybody for dinner and than I'm off to Gent onceagain.

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Lust of fears

Yaaay. I was in Venlo yesterdayevening so I had no time to write and I just got home about 1.5 hour ago. Now I'm sitting at the dinnertable with my mom reading 'the chocolate bible' and my dad doing something on his phone.. Had an amazing night and a very lazy day today. Enjoyed it a lot and already looking forward to next friday. Ok enough of this sentimental bullsh*t I'm going to sing Call me maybe with my mom and try to write my blog without laughing to much haha.
Day 19
A picture and a letter
Five items you lust after
A picture and a letter... well that's not a very euhm clear challenge is it? I guess you should just write you all a letter and include a picture.
Dear all (if I knew all your names it'd be a lot easier and a lot longer),
I hope you're all doing great out there. Hope you're enjoying your vacation if you have one or just school/weekend because that you all do have. Anyhow, I'm having a great weekend so far. I went to Venlo yesterdayevening and woke up today in a very nice bed with the 'sun' shining through the clouds and the window. Had a great day/night though, now I'm tired of doing nothing today. Overall I'm doing pretty fine here in Holland. It's a bit rainy though and tomorrow I'll go horsebackriding with my mom. Right now I'm really looking forward to the Jera On Air Festival on 16th and 17th of May! Awesome lineup and I'll be working there! <3 Fuckyeah can't wait! Secretly looking forward to the first meeting next friday and my own little afterparty haha, which means watching southpark and family guy untill 4 in the morning. Hope hearing from you soon, Love R.
PS. I included a picture of me goofing around in my room!

Five items I lust after. EUUUUUH Hihi, lets see. This is a really weird guestion... Anyways.
1. Skinny jeans on guys!
2. Good music (YOUNG GUNS)
3. Lush Bubblegum lip scrub
4. A nice perfume/ deodrant
5. New clothes
Point five is taking me forever... Omfg hahaha ok I filled in a stupid think DON'T CARE!
Day 20 (TEN DAYS LEFT OMG OMG OMG OMG)
A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Your fears
Somewhere I'd love to travel.. Already told you guys that I'd love to go to Australia. Let's see, I'd still love to travel to L.A., New York (again), New Orleans, San Francisco, Equador, Australia, Egypt, South-Africa, England & Scotland and Iceland. I'll post a picture of London because I really want to go to London this summer.

Looks soooo amazing! Who wants to take me to London? And Paris? And Rome? hihi summerholiday here I come!
My fears are way to much to tell you guys but I'll tell you the biggest ones.
- SPIDERS, I hate hate hate those creepy things
- being in love
- hights (I'm already freaking out when I'm 1m up hahaha.
- standing in front of the class
- horror movies
- dying all alone (who doesn't find that idea scary?)
And that's about it! Hope you've enjoyed and laughed you ass off because I'm scared of stupid things and lust after weird ones.

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Love and other things

And so we've landed on the 18th day of this challenge which means I'm more then halfway through, yaay me! Hahaha, I'm listening to Il Divo's - Hallelujah which sometimes makes me very happy because those guys have like these amazing voices. My mom really loves them. My hamster was terrorizing my desk an hour ago, she's such an amazing creature! Well lets get down to business.
Day 18
A picture of your biggest insecurity
A problem that you have had
My biggest insecurity is my body. I don't feel comfortable around most people wearing tight things or a bikini so I kind off avoid being in those situations. This insecurity reflects on my everyday life which means that I'm very insecure when I'm surrounded by people or by a person I like because I'm afraid of what they might think of me. Also it really really reflects on my lovelife, since my former boyfriend called me fat and mentioned that I should fitniss more and drink less.. (He was the one getting fat...) Anyway, I actually cover my insecurity not by wearing a lot of makeup but by trying to be a little distaned from people, especially the boy I like, I always try to make myself look horrible so that someone won't try so hard to get to know me so that I won't have to be afraid of what they might think of me. Nowadays I try not to be so insecure but it's a really hard battle to win so. To all the girls out there sharing this problem, try and keep trying because we're all worth it even though we think we're not!

Well it took Blogspot forever to upload this picture! Haha this is the most recent picture of me complete, I've just noticed that I never take pictures that show more than my upper body... Sorry for that!
A problem that I've had... I've got a really really reaaaaaaaaaaaally long list but won't bother you guys with it. A problem I've had for a very long time was trusting people since everyone I've ever trusted stabbed me in the back so. Anyway I've got a little bit of a trustissue, especially when I comes to boys, which can get so severe that they actually think I hate boys. I don't hate them I'm only scared to let someone in which makes liking me one hell of a difficult job! Right now I trust a few people and I know they know I trust them. I'm trying to figure out if someone is worth my trust right now, this boy, he has been a really great guy and been pulling up with me for like 2 months now I think. I do wonder how he can just laugh at me for being stupid and insecure without me feeling like a complete idiot, though sometimes I think WFT are you laughing about I know I'm stupid. But that's every now and than. I really do enjoy his company and he's a really nice guy but I'm still not sure though. We'll see where time takes us! That is one tiny little thing I'd like to say to you. Whenever you're unsure about something, like love, you should try to let it go and just go with it without overthinking it because that'll only make it so much harder.
That's it for todays challenge and so euhm bye!
Takecare,
Rawrpinguin

Four days

FUUUUUCK! I forgot to write for 3 days, well I didn't really forget but things happened and so I had no time left to do this blog! On sunday my car crashed so I had to wait for a pickup service and stuff and after that I was so bloody tired that in stead of going back to Gent I went back home (Zoetermeer) with my mom who was sweet enough to pick me up <3. On monday it was Queensday in Holland so I went to Eindhoven to meet with Nino and Giora. Had an amazingly fun time with those guys, laughed my ass off and enjoyed their company. When I came home I fell asleep and yesterday I returned home (Gent) so went I eventually came home it was way to late to write a blog so... I'm really sorry and in stead of wasting more of your reading time I'll start the 4 challenges.
(My roommate is listening to M83- Midnight City which has this funny tune in the beginning)
Day 14
A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
What you wore today
I couldn't imagine my life without my mom, who is the most amazing woman I know. She can pull off anything and everything. She's my inspiration and I hope that someday I'll be like her in some ways. This is a picture of us in New York City! We went there together for my gratuation.

On sunday I wore... Euhm I had to work so I wore my worksweater and shirt, my ridingtrousers and my boots. When I got back I took a shower and wore normal jeans, a black t-shirt and a blue blouse. Oh and I wore my Nikes, love those shoes.
Day 15
A picture of something you want to do before you die
Your zodiac-horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
Before I die I want to visit a lot of places so to pick one is very very difficult... I think I'll go with backpacking in Australia or at least visit the country. So here you go, a picture of Australia hahaha!

Isn't it a pretty country? hahahahaha!
My zodiac-horoscope... Bring it on!
I've got this from some sort of weird site
General
Peace and tranquillity are predicted for you this year. Much of your efforts and projects that have been put in the back-burner shall come to the fore-ground this year. Take ample time to prune unwanted persons, things and ideas from your life this year. The pace of your life might slacken a bit but do not lose hope. Slow and steady always wins the race. This year is likely to give you more freedom, particularly in relationships and career areas.
Your energy levels would wax and wane throughout the year 2012. Emotions and sensitivity might run high for most of the period. Do try to keep your anger under wraps as venting it out might land you in serious problems. Keep communications to a medium level keeping out unwarranted calls as trouble might lurk around.
Wow I'm not sure if I can relate to this. They always seem to make your year a good one with slight side effects. Yeah I know it'll be a difficult year with good moments and blahblah... Career
Your career field remains uneventful for most part of the year but for the last quarter. You shall learn to evolve from your mistakes. A change in career course or some chances for higher education or research is also on the anvil. Artists are likely to get a beating rather than encouragement this year. You stand to get better in your relationship with authorities and peers in your work-place.
Well to bad I don't have a job only a study so hahahaha!Finance
Find out the ways that would lead you into a state of financial security this year. The planets forecast you some luck and fortune in the financial area but do not expect a windfall. This is the apt time to make a change in your business ventures or services field. Better cash flow is predicted throughout the year, though occasional crunches canoe be ruled out. Be ready to show case your talents if it might fetch you better financial returns. Profits are likely if you pitch in hard work and practise humility to all extent.
So what they're actually saying is that my finances will go up and down for the rest of the year. Well that's such a relieve, NOT! Sorry as you might have noticed I'm not really a horoscope person!Love
Your love life shall see a more calm and peaceful phase after the turbulent periods of last year. Forget the past and live in the present. It has a lot to offer in your love and relationship arena. Channel your feelings and romance in the best possible way. Intense passion is predicted for the last half of the year as far as your relationships are concerned. Exchange your views and likes with clarity with your partner if already in a relationship. Open up as this year offers much positive scope. Give way for your desires as well and do not always yield to the whims and fancies of your partner. Do not act in haste as this year is a period which calls for much introspection as far as relationships are concerned.
LOOOVE LOOOVE LOOOVE, that's all we want and if I may say this sounds actually really nice since my experience with love have been shitty for the past... 3 years or so. But every year they predict a pretty good love year as long as I don't fuck it up, too bad I always do! Hihi
Health
Health is likely to go on a roller -coaster ride, at the peak in one time and touching the bottom of the rock the other instant. Your emotional and mental make-up has a lot to play in this time. The first quarter of the year shall see you in the pink of health. But the last quarter might call in for unwanted medical issues and expenditure. Do not push yourself too much into personal and professional work and take time to take a break which goes a long way in wishing you better health.
Peace and tranquillity are predicted for you this year. Much of your efforts and projects that have been put in the back-burner shall come to the fore-ground this year. Take ample time to prune unwanted persons, things and ideas from your life this year. The pace of your life might slacken a bit but do not lose hope. Slow and steady always wins the race. This year is likely to give you more freedom, particularly in relationships and career areas.
Your energy levels would wax and wane throughout the year 2012. Emotions and sensitivity might run high for most of the period. Do try to keep your anger under wraps as venting it out might land you in serious problems. Keep communications to a medium level keeping out unwarranted calls as trouble might lurk around.
I'm pretty sure this sounds like shit. YAAY
Well that was it for my horoscope, gosh I just love reading bullsh*t.
Day 16
A picture of someone who inspires you
Something you always think 'what if' about
A person who really inspires me is Emma Watson. She's like this freaking beautifull person who'd look nice in a garbage bag. She cut her hair and has an amazing body and looks like a lot of fun. She went back to University after the last HarryPotter movie which I think is one amazing thing to do. She really inspires me to be the best I can be, finish my study and be happy with being me.

Something I always think 'what if' about... Will be when I was scouted as a model. I was 14 years old I guess and there was this photographer who aksed me to send some pictures. I ended up not sending anything at all because I thought I wasn't good enough. Nowadays I wonder what would've happened if I did send some good pictures. Butyeah thinking what if about a lot of things makes you tired. You should be able to live with the choices you make and I am and I don't regret any of it.
AAAAAAAAND WE'RE AT TODAYS CHALLENGE!
Day 17
A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Something that you're proud of.
Moving to Gent has made a huge impact on my life about half a year ago. I think that was the last thing that made a HUGE impact on my life. Some things made an impact such as losing one of my colleagues, losing trust in certain people and gaining trust in others. Here's a picture of my new home in Gent, which I call home now because to me it is. This is a picture of my floor hahaha

Something that I'm proud of is... passing my drivingexams and my normal exams last year. It's something that I worked really hard for and I think is very important. I finished highschool pretty good and now I'm allowed to go to University and study the thing I love. Having my driverslicense makes it a lot easier (and more expensive haha) and I enjoy driving a car. I'm really proud of my sisters too for being smart and wanting to reach certain goals and work really hard for it. I'm proud of my parents who are doing an amazing job raising four daughters and working and doing things for themselfs. I'm proud of my best friend for being such an amazing person and being there for me no matter what. And I'm proud of myself for trying to become a better me and fighting for what I stand for and believe in.. Well at least I try to!

Takecare,
Rawrpinguin